And that’s all there is to it …
Today marked the beginning of the end of Valentines Day for me. Fuck Valentines Day.
I always loved Valentines Day. And not cause I would get presents (even though that is cool!). No, I loved it because my favorite shape in the whole world are hearts. I loved that shape since I was little. I was always drawn to hearts. I love the color red. It’s my favorite color because to me that always reminded me of love. And these two things that are my favorite in the whole world come together for a holiday. I am pretty sappy and gay. I love love. I love cards about love. I love balloon shaped hearts. I love red everywhere! I love the heart-shaped boxes.
I repeat I am gay and sappy.
However, things you do not do on this damn day is speak your fucking mouth to your significant other. If something is bothering, you feel you need to address it. DON’T!
Even if you know that your significant other wouldn’t hold back and let it loose on you if something was bothering them. DON’T!
Because it just ruins the fucking day. Then your going to go home and see the stupid gift he gave you even though he was angry at you .. and your angry at him. When picking out someone a gift, you should be in a good mood. Don’t you think? Cause in case you didn’t know, you can PASS negative energy through a gift. And I don’t want that damn gift!
Don’t get me even a damn card!
And I am not one of those women who are saying no don’t get me anything but secretly are thinking that there S O better get them something.
No, I want nothing! Nothing! Don’t even utter the words.
It always happens like this. And for some reason, this fucking holiday gets ruined.
I know what your thinking : you’re putting too much emphasis on this holiday. I am not seriously. I think that I show love all the time. I love to buy my man gifts. And I do go big with him.
However, I love Valentines Day! It’s all about love despite all that commercialism.
God I love this day! Now I just want to hate it cause something always go wrong around this day.
Now if you excuse me, I am going to kill myself with love songs and later with romantic movies!